I’m afraid of making decisions. I don’t want to end up looking back and regretting choices I made. Life’s too short, I don’t want to waste time by doing things that turn out to make me unhappy. The thought of it scares me.

I used to fear my small group of close friends growing apart from me, leaving me to face the cruelty of this world by myself. I feared that if I told them my secrets they’d judge me, and turn their back on me. To avoid this I put up an internal wall; metal with steel reinforcements. I didn’t want to but that’s what happened. Over time, my fear came true and now I’m all alone. 

Right about now, I fear that I may never get them back.

Pile of fears to post

I’m afraid of losing control of my OCD. 

I’m afraid that I’m not going to make it though school and that all of the effort I’m putting into doing things right, will be wasted because I keep making mistakes.

and i fear no one will help me get over the fear of myself.

I’m afraid that when I die, I won’t have done anything that mattered, and no one will remember me.

my biggest fear is that you’re going to do the same thing that everyone else has done to me…

i’m scared to death that you’re running from your feelings and not talking to me to try and not feel the way i know you do.

We are all sent here for a reason, at times I though I knew why I was sent here, I once again realize I don’t. Will I find the meaning of life? I search many religions and philosophies and I have found many puzzle pieces…but to I have the knowledge to put it together?

I fear becoming a version of who I used to be, I fear falling back in to my old ways, I really fear the fact my health will be affected by what I’m doing to myself, I really want to be healthy but at the moment, I just really can’t help but going back to my old ways.

Im afraid of being cheated on, of not being enough