Myself. The things that I do and say, knowing that I will regret them but still doing them.

“I AM AFRAID EVERYONE WILL LEAVE ME IF I AM MYSELF, FOR REAL”

“I AM AFRAID EVERYONE WILL LEAVE ME IF I AM MYSELF, FOR REAL”

I fear that nobody will ever truly love me for me, good moods, bad moods, my easily-confussed-ness, the fact that i get overly worried over the smallest things, my impatiences and my awful sense of humor. I fear that nobody will ever take what i have to say seriously. I fear that my ever flowing stream of thoughts will eventually consume every part of me. I fear giving up. I fear.

Fear of losing my friends, my Best-Ever Friends

I’m afraid of losing the. I’m a 3rd Year High School Student and incoming Graduating Student. I’m afraid of, what if I can’t find friends whom are like them, those friends who can appreciate me by being myself?  Maybe that’s all for now.

Anonymous Asked:

I want to die so badly. I have tried to kill myself multiple times in the past, I haven't tried for over two years, but I still want to die. I fear myself, I fear that urge to jump off every ledge, run out in front of every car, and harm myself with every sharp object. My biggest fear is myself.

I’m afraid that nobody will ever understand me, because I’ll never reveal myself.

Anonymous Asked:

I fear of succumbing to myself and letting myself end my life

BECOMING WHO (OR WHAT) PEOPLE THINK I AM and not who I am. I’ll be stuck inside myself forever.

BECOMING WHO (OR WHAT) PEOPLE THINK I AM and not who I am. I’ll be stuck inside myself forever.

I’m scared

I’m scared of myself. I hurt myself. I bring myself down. I make myself anxious. I’m tearing myself apart slowly

I’m scared of the future. Only because I don’t think there is one…so really i’m just scared of nothing i guess.

I’m scared of being happy. Like actually being truly happy, because that would mean I have to change… 

When I’m scared I always just want to hold your hand…but then again I’m too afraid to tell you

The inner me.

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